
A special art project by Desir茅e de Jes煤s, an assistant professor in 91亚色 U鈥檚 Department of Communications & Media Studies whose research explores Black girlhood and belonging in Canada, will be exhibited at the Toronto International Film Festival (TIFF) Lightbox building in February.
When she asked Black teenagers in Canada what it feels like to be a Black girl, what bubbled up was a mixture of pride and frustration, says de Jes煤s.
The girlhood media scholar says there was a joyousness in cultural expressions like food, music and personal style, along with a pride in being part of a diaspora that has demonstrated resilience. But there was also an underlying sense of otherness.
鈥淭here's a sense in which they feel as if they're positioned as outsiders,鈥 de Jes煤s says. 鈥淭hey're often asked 鈥榃here are you from?鈥 Even though their families have been here for generations, there's still something about being Black in Canada or any racialized group where the assumption is that you are an immigrant or you've recently come to Canada.鈥
De Jes煤s is part of Mapping Black Girl Geographies and Belonging in Canada, a research project funded by a SSHRC Insight Development Grant that aims to amplify Black girls鈥 voices and correct misperceptions that Black people are new to Canada. (In fact, the research traces Black life in Canada back to the early 1600s.) The project also seeks to foster awareness that Black girls, like all girls, can contribute to our country鈥檚 future success.
鈥淲e are trying to provide some context about Black presence to show that there's a much longer history that folks may not be aware of and that it isn't just recent,鈥 says de Jes煤s. 鈥淏lack folks have been a part of nation building and they want people to know that they鈥檙e also stakeholders in Canada鈥檚 future.鈥
Recently, de Jes煤s has teamed up with Crystal Webster, an historian of Black children and girls in North America, and Kisha McPherson, an educator who studies the impacts of media on Black youth, to challenge through art representations of Canada as foundationally white.

Together, the academics pursued a project where Black girls in Toronto and Vancouver were asked to express themselves making art collages featuring images they found in magazines. They were prompted by questions like 鈥榃hat does it mean to be a Black girl in Canada? How does it feel? Where do you feel most like yourself?鈥
Sarai, a Toronto girl, depicted flowers and butterflies. And also the word 鈥渞esilient,鈥 next to the phrase, 鈥淚鈥檓 tired of having to be resilient.鈥
In Vancouver, Danya, highlighted the words 鈥渇amily鈥 and 鈥渟uccess,鈥 along with the phrases, 鈥渃onfessions of a lonely immigrant kid,鈥 and 鈥渟top racism.鈥
The team aspires to produce collages representing the experiences of girls all across Canada, eventually posting their artwork, personal narratives and regional Black histories online as a 鈥渃ounter archive of Black Canadian girlhood.鈥

Already the project and its messages are gaining some high-profile exposure.
The collages will be featured as part of exhibit at the Toronto International Film Festival Lightbox building. The free exhibit in the Atrium runs Feb. 9-22, coinciding with Black History Month in Canada.
On Feb. 19, a collaboration pairing the exhibit and TIFF Next Wave will present a conversation about Black girlhood between Nala Haileselassie, the project鈥檚 curatorial assistant, and filmmaker Alicia K. Harris, whose short film On a Sunday at Eleven will be screened alongside the feature film Rocks.
There will also be a life-size swing sculpture, which de Jes煤s describes as an invitation for Black women to 鈥渄ream and think about their own girlhoods.鈥
